I haven't been sleeping well... Less than 5 or 6 hours everynight. Strange. My brother said, "Don't carry other peoples burdens... This one year is for yourself." Maybe he's right. I've been trying. TIME TO TRY HARDER!!!
I find myself becoming rather 'desperate' these few days... Looking at girls passing by and wondering whether she's 'the one'.
Yes, yes... I know its kinda foolish. I know its wrong and I need to stop it... What use is the covenant if keeping it is still going to take all your attention and focus? Its supposed to free me up to focus on other things like serving God... I need the time... Have lotsa practices coming up... For church camp. I'm also the head of the prayer and worship committee for the Youth Camp... Quite a heavy responsibility? But I know I can do it... I know that if I actually get down to praying and waiting on Him, He'll guide me on what to do...

We need to re-record the orginals tomorrow because Maha's screaming/goring was too loud. Got quite a few good reviews though from friends. I need an electronic metronome... you know those types you can fit in your ear? To help keep time. Ok... Gotta sleep now...

::: Verse of the Day :::
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily hinders our progress. And let us run with endurance the race that God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, on whom our faith depends from start to finish. He was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy he knew would be his afterward. Now he is seated in the place of highest honor beside God's throne in heaven. Think about all he endured when sinful people did such terrible things to him, so that you don't become weary and give up. | Hebrews 12:1-3 (NLT) |